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Devastated by FluffyFerret97 Devastated by FluffyFerret97
I just had yet another disturbance with my father. He was yelling at me, repeating himself, and over-analyzing everything. He said all I ever do is make everything go my way, and not care about anyone else at all. That's not true! He was being annoying to me, and when I get annoyed, I get into rage, and he repeats himself about my rage, and 'hate'. He was saying all kinds of trash about me. He said he wished I never existed, and wish I was dead. I was really crying after he said lots of haunting things to me. He doesn't care if I have autism! He says I use that as an excuse! I'm the laughing stock of my family.

Am I really disgraceful? Please answer. :iconsadplz:

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seadog-driftwood Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013
The only disgrace is the man who call himself your father. He may have had a part in creating you, but with such horrific treatment as this, how can he deserve love?

Autism isn't an excuse. It's very real, very difficult, and permanent. I wish I could say that it will get better when you eventually move out, but wherever you go, there will be thoughtless, cruel people.
It may be small solace, but at least there will also be many people who are good and kind-hearted.

As for that nightmare you mentioned earlier... it physically hurts me to think of it.
(Part of that is also due to guilt - the first time I wrote about Boneflower, the female ermine whose life story I'm working on (and which I need to keep writing a lot more of), it was of her being killed by a squirrel, who used her skin as a disguise. I've tried to find ways to fix this, to deal with it, but the best I can do is write about her life)

All I can say is... well, as trite as it sounds, stay strong. It won't be easy going, but the alternative is devastating.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I hope things will be better.
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BuizelCream Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're not disgraceful at all to me. I can see you as a great friend who really needs attention to be cared and loved. Don't listen to what your father said. He just selfish and doesn't want to listen. I can understand what you feel in this state, but I really suggest you need to get over it and think positively next time, were you have to think that you're strong, and you have a special gift and purpose for your life. =3
Believe in yourself, and you won't fail.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I love having you comfort me.
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BuizelCream Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're always welcome. =)
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DevilGator17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't listen to him and you're not a disgrace, you're a good friend and you have a whole life ahead of you.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
My father is just a monster, like *Masterge77's mother!
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DevilGator17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
She acts just like him?
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Go ask him about how bad his mother is.
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DevilGator17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay.
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