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Devastated by FluffyFerret97 Devastated by FluffyFerret97
I just had yet another disturbance with my father. He was yelling at me, repeating himself, and over-analyzing everything. He said all I ever do is make everything go my way, and not care about anyone else at all. That's not true! He was being annoying to me, and when I get annoyed, I get into rage, and he repeats himself about my rage, and 'hate'. He was saying all kinds of trash about me. He said he wished I never existed, and wish I was dead. I was really crying after he said lots of haunting things to me. He doesn't care if I have autism! He says I use that as an excuse! I'm the laughing stock of my family.

Am I really disgraceful? Please answer. :iconsadplz:

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seadog-driftwood Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013
The only disgrace is the man who call himself your father. He may have had a part in creating you, but with such horrific treatment as this, how can he deserve love?

Autism isn't an excuse. It's very real, very difficult, and permanent. I wish I could say that it will get better when you eventually move out, but wherever you go, there will be thoughtless, cruel people.
It may be small solace, but at least there will also be many people who are good and kind-hearted.

As for that nightmare you mentioned earlier... it physically hurts me to think of it.
(Part of that is also due to guilt - the first time I wrote about Boneflower, the female ermine whose life story I'm working on (and which I need to keep writing a lot more of), it was of her being killed by a squirrel, who used her skin as a disguise. I've tried to find ways to fix this, to deal with it, but the best I can do is write about her life)

All I can say is... well, as trite as it sounds, stay strong. It won't be easy going, but the alternative is devastating.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I hope things will be better.
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BuizelCream Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're not disgraceful at all to me. I can see you as a great friend who really needs attention to be cared and loved. Don't listen to what your father said. He just selfish and doesn't want to listen. I can understand what you feel in this state, but I really suggest you need to get over it and think positively next time, were you have to think that you're strong, and you have a special gift and purpose for your life. =3
Believe in yourself, and you won't fail.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I love having you comfort me.
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BuizelCream Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're always welcome. =)
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DevilGator17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't listen to him and you're not a disgrace, you're a good friend and you have a whole life ahead of you.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
My father is just a monster, like *Masterge77's mother!
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DevilGator17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
She acts just like him?
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Go ask him about how bad his mother is.
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DevilGator17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay.
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Peridot-Sama Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
your not disgraceful :hug:
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks. :blushes:
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Peridot-Sama Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yw ^^
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akamaru52192 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
little bro dont listen to him he's just doing this to get to you People like that thrive off of other people's Pain So if you show him that he doesnt get to you you win see what i'm saying
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
He's just an absolute disaster. I didn't get good sleep last night. I felt like he was going to murder me.
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akamaru52192 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
he would not murder you if he did he's go to jail
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BudCharles Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012
You are not disgraceful at all, you are awesome. :hug:
No offense, but I think you father is pretty disgraceful at the moment.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
He is!
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tails4evr Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
awww no you most certainly are NOT disgraceful! I can relate to you some degree, I didn't know you had autism, I have Aspergers, and thats one of the main reasons I got picked on by bullies for so long, I was always really quiet and shy. People have said things to me that I would rather not repeat out loud. And my feelings are easily hurt, which only makes me feel worse when people bully me :( It isn't right to be treated that way just for being "different." I have NEVER been treated like that by my own family though, I wish that your family was as supportive as mine is. But whatever happens, I'm here for you if you want to talk about anything, don't listen to your family, what they tell you isn't true. If there is one thing I have learned in my life, it is not to let anyone else define who you are. You are and always will be a great guy, don't forget it! :)
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks. :blushes:
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PokemonForeverFan Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student General Artist
I think he picks on you for your autism... does he yell at your brother the same amount?
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
No, my brother laughs, and joins in.
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PokemonForeverFan Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student General Artist
Why are there so many blocked comments? Has someone said something bad?
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I'll note you.
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PokemonForeverFan Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks. I'm just trying to help. If you think I'm nosy or something, you don't have to. :0
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Hardly anyone believes that I have trouble in life.
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PSI-freak Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You are not disgraceful. I wish that your parents were nicer to you. I wish I could do something...
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Maybe some emotional pics.
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PSI-freak Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I will try to draw some for you.
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
He actually flipped me off.
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PSI-freak Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:O
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
My family made me suffer lots of public embarrassment, too.
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PSI-freak Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aw man... *Hugs*
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FluffyFerret97 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012  Student Digital Artist
And the nightmare I had about Billy and Barry being killed, and their fur being used as useful products! :X
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